Friday, September 10, 2010


Websters Definition: A composition in verse or prose intended to portray life or character or to tell a story usually involving conflicts and emotions through action and dialogue and typically designed for theatrical performance.
Drama is everywhere. EVERYWHERE.
I remember growing up and being in school and drama consisted of who's talking behind who's back and who's making up lies to make themself look and make themself look better.
You know what I finally realized?
No matter how old you are or where you are at, someone is continously causing drama.
It never goes away.
People tend to think a way of themself. Some have this picture in their head of who they are but aren not. Some, even put themself on a pedistal, higher than everyone else--thinking they are better than everyone else around them. Some continuously live a life of nothing but lies.
Lies...they believe.
Maybe it was the way they were brought up and taught as a child and live that life today as an adult.
It is something that affects a person/people in a way that changes them forever. You can pretend not listen or just turn away. But... it is still with you because words you can't take back.
I honestly believe that with some, they are perfect in their own eyes. The only way they can stay that way is to cause drama with others to make them feel better about themself.
This is something that WILL ruin a relationship over time.
A person can only take so much.
The word is Drama. It should be called LIES!!!
These are people that will live lonely lives, thinking that they are in no wrong. They are perfect. They believe their lies.
I feel for these people. These are people that are going to be by themself one day, thinking, where are all the people that once loved me and listened to me?
What happened.
Answer: DRAMA

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Just Over It Already

So, the family is still sick.
Hunter was put on Cipro Saturday and he has had side effects that people don't normally get. He gets really intense nightmares. He woke up Saturday night screaming at the top of our stairs, while Brandon and I were downstairs, crying too. We go up to find out he was still sleeping but awake. His response to why he was up..."I need to check on Ren". Ok, I went into Ren's room to make sure she was ok and daddy laid him back down. Later that night, around 2:30 or so in the morning, he comes running into our room screaming again. What the heck is going on?? Laid him back down. Same thing happened Sunday night as well as last night. I called his Dr. and she said in all her years she has never had a call about nightmare being associated with Cipro. Um, well excuse Miss nurse, our kids have been firsts for an awful lot of things with that hospital and CF. The Dr. wants him off Cipro for a few days and put back on Nasacort to see if maybe it's post-nasal drip that is causing his coughing. So that's where we're at at this point. We will see if he sleeps through the night tonight being off the Cipro.
Ren, is all congestion and coughing from time to time.
I as well as daddy are in the same boat with this stinkin cough and the nasal congestion. I have been sick now for 5 days and wondering how long this will last.
We were sick and didnt do a whole lot of anything over the holiday weekend. We were to go to my mom and dads to celebrated my mom's birthday but had to postpone that. Miss them and I was so diappointed that this happened. I'm praying this weekend we will be able to get together.
I'm just ready for us all to be over this already.
I'm hoping for the post tomorrow will be some happier news.
All in all, we are all ok and no kiddos in the hospital with any respiratory problems because of whatever this is. So, that is good.
Dear God, please cut us a break. Please just let us all get better. Please comfort us tonight and let us all get a good nights sleep that we are so in need of. We trust You Lord. In Jesus' name, Amen.